I spent this weekend in Sydney. It was fun, It was long, but most of all it was educational. I know that trips to the city are always educational in one regard or another- but this was educational for me.
I learnt of more virtues that I can attribute to "amber" and I also learnt that virtues can be shared between personas- something I have never thought of before.
So if you had of previously asked me which persona the virtues of "Strength, confidence, sociability, and courage" belonged to I would have, without a second thought, said The Woman in Red. I had only every experienced these behaviors (in a social situation) with her.
However I spent the whole weekend, keeping her at bay. Even when confronted with drugs and alcohol, I managed to keep her restrained, whilst also being able to act confidently and be social.
Although it wasn't completely natural (I'll admit I had to actively keep her in check) it wasn't an immense effort, and it was successful.
So it feels like a success. I also got to hang out with James, which is always a positive, although we didn't do much other than eat and watch cartoons, he always makes me feel at home.
It an amazing feeling to be myself, and still be considered interesting/likeable.
On a completely unrelated note, Nate now loves me, and I am babysitting him and its adorable.
Love,
Amber
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